"I am a vibrant, healthy and joyful being of light and love" - Miranda Kerr
If this isn’t in my future house, I’m disappointed in you, future-me!
People say I love you all the time - when they say, ‘take an umbrella, it’s raining,’ or ‘hurry back,’ or even ‘watch out, you’ll break your neck.’ There are hundreds of ways of wording it - you just have to listen for it, my dear.
When someone tells you, “I love you,” and then you feel, “Oh, I must be worthy after all,” that’s an illusion. That’s not true. Or someone says, “I hate you,” and you think, “Oh, God, I knew it; I’m not very worthy,” that’s not true either. Neither one of these thoughts hold any intrinsic reality. They are an overlay. When someone says, “I love you,” he is telling you about himself, not you. When someone says, “I hate you,” she is telling you about herself, not you. World views are self views—literally.
I am trying to see things in perspective. My dog wants a bite of my peanut butter chocolate chip bagel. I know she cannot have this, because chocolate makes dogs very sick. My dog does not understand this. She pouts and wraps herself around my leg like a scarf and purrs and tries to convince me to give her just a tiny bit. When I do not give in, she eventually gives up and lays in the corner, under the piano, drooping and sad. I hope the universe has my best interest in mind like I have my dog’s. When I want something with my whole being, and the universe withholds it from me, I hope the universe thinks to herself: "Silly girl. She thinks this is what she wants, but she does not understand how it will hurt.
You don’t have only one soul-mate.
If you did,
You don’t have only one soul-mate,
The boy when you were 15
When you were 18,
You wait until you’re 22
You don’t have only one soul-mate;
I remember when I was a teenager, I thought being beautiful would fix a lot of things. Now I realise, you can be beautiful and still not feel it. The quote “real beauty comes from within” couldn’t be more true.
This will be the year of me learning to own my own body. I want to feel comfortable, sexy, pretty, and whatever the hell I feel like.
Someone please remind me of this when I get down.